in 24 hours, i’ll be taking him to the airport.
i’m trying my best to keep a smile on my face, but it’s hard.
how do you concentrate on today, and not on tomorrow??
i don’t want to send him back.
harper can tell something is going on.
i explained again and she said
“if you are sad tomorrow, i’ll pet you mommy!”.
so sweet.
he’s in the shower right now and let me tell you i’m going to do my very best to make this the most perfect last day i can.
this morning he said
“try not to look at it as ONLY one more day together. try to look at it as a WHOLE day together. we get the morning, afternoon and night all together!”.
so i’ll try.
and the bathroom is still my friend.
it makes a great place to hide and cry until you can pull yourself together.
teehee.
i KNOW we can do this. four months is nothing compared to the past 8.
but to send him back is just really really hard.
love to you all!
a quick note- emails seem not to be getting to me at all or being VERY delayed.
if you have sent me an email, that is the case, so resend if i haven’t responded.
xoxo
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