* i look like i’m smuggling a bouncie castle under my dress
* when the lady at WalMart said “YOU ARE HUGE!!!” the other day, i briefly debated saying “and you are rude…at least my problem will be remedied in a few weeks!!” but i didn’t. i just smiled.
* not sleeping at all. pretty big braxton hicks every night.
*taking LOTS of baths. LOTS. the water bill will be interesting. HEE!
*working on not being so grumpy. remembering that these babies will come when THEY are ready. not when I am ready.
*feeling so sad that i can’t hold my girls really at all any more. i can’t pick them up and there’s no room left in my lap!
*watching modern family season one on dvd
*reading and resting lots
*i had a complete nervous breakdown tonight (ugly cry and all) b/c i couldn’t get the dinner i was trying to eat to my mouth. i literally could NOT get it over my belly. i dropped the bite a few times and then had a meltdown. feeling much better now, actually. it was ridiculous. i was laughing at myself as i was crying. hahahaha!
*so happy with the nursery, my mom worked hard on it today and it’s precious.
*listening to lots of cee lo green
*enjoying the time that is left with our family of four. remembering to be grateful, not grumpy. trying my hardest not to worry. it’s all in God’s hands!