ETA. Please please understand that I grateful for this pregnancy, for these babies, for the blessings God has given me. If you know me at all or have read this blog at all, you know that I count my blessings every day and that I have chosen to live my life positively. I don’t want to feel as though I am being handslapped for this post. This is *one* post in which I have chosen to say “I’m not feeling so great”. It doesnt mean I don’t thank the good lord every day for his grace and goodness. Thanks for understanding.
You know what? I won’t lie to you. I’ve never acted like everything is sunshine and rainbows and I won’t start now. 🙂
Being 33 weeks pregnant with twins is painful. Big time.
At my last ultrasound, I had over seven pounds of baby in my belly. Who knows how much it is now!!
I can tell you this. I feel, right now, just like I did at 40 weeks with Harper and Sadie. I can’t really walk, I waddle. Everything just hurts. My legs don’t move from the knees up. They are stuck.together.
I ran to Home Depot this morning to get a dryer cord. Huge mistake. I was walking verrrrry slowly. And a lady that worked there?? Told me I looked “miserable”.
Lovely. Just what I wanted to hear. And I was so proud of myself for putting on a cute dress and running an errand. 🙂
I am so glad that j came home when he did. Thank the lord. And so so glad that my mom is headed this way tomorrow.
Someone told me that each day the girls stay in me is two days they won’t spend in the NICU. So bring it on. J can just roll me around on a dolly. Or one of those motorized scooters that beeps when I back up.
Let the ankles swell. And my waddle get more waddley. I’m fine with that. But can I please have just a tiny bit of my dignity back??
No?? okay. I’m fine with that too. Two sweet baby girls?? That makes it all worthwhile.
And don’t you dare comment on the fact that i have a huge bag of Halloween candy on my bedside table as I type this. Next to the Zantac of course. 🙂
Remember the survival mode I told you about?? I’m in it. Majorly.
Happy Tuesday!! Xxo